A Lack Of Real Spice

They said : "There's too much caffeine
In your bloodstream
And a lack of real spice
In your life"

I said :
"Leave me alone
Because I'm alright, dad
Surprised to still
Be on my own..."

Oh, but don't mention love
I'd hate the strain of the pain again
A rush and a push and the land that
We stand on is ours
It has been before
So it shall be again
And people who are uglier than you and I
They take what they need, and just leave


- The Smiths
'A Rush And A Push And The Land Is Ours'


Spent yet another trashy mroning after the night before with Mayhem pondering why I don't have the balls to go grab what I want from life and love. Somewhere along the line I came to the conclusion that maybe its because I don't really want what I think I want?